“There is a time to live, and a time to sleep. You are an echo, River. Like Clara, like all of us. In the end, my fault, I know. But you should have faded by now.”
I haven’t sobbed like that since my heart was broken. It’s broken again. Seriously. WHY HAVE YOU DONE THIS TO ME!? I’m never going to recover from this.
Encouragement, I need it.
I’ve stopped working out for, I think, a week? And I just picked up again today.
It’s just so tough lately, I’m out almost all day, and when I’m home I have to do homework. And there is no way I’m getting up at 5 in the morning just so I can get my workout in!
I guess I’m just going to have to sneak it in every time I think I have an ounce of time.
So day 2 of 30 Day Shred. Still on Level 1. I actually was able to keep going more than I did last time, which makes me very excited!
I realized that there are other workout videos that Jillian came out with and picked 6 week 6 Pack to do during Level 2 of 30 Day Shred. CRAZY I know, but I want to have ROCKING abs by the end of June for this trip. There is no way I’m letting anyone see my belly pooch sticking out in between a bikini. Nor will I allow anyone to see these giant love handles that have been developing while I’ve been sitting on my ass day after day for 5 years.
I’ve realized that it’s going to be crazy difficult to fit my workout in while I’m going to classes, and work. So, sometime this week I’m going to have to figure it all out, and probably wake up earlier than I would like to every day.
Boyfriend is hopefully getting a new landscaping job (which I will admit excites me to no end) that will make him wake up early every day so that’ll make it easier for me to get to bed and get up early too.
Hopefully I’ll get a new (job and) camera soon so I can start taking before and after shots. Not sure if anyone would like to see them since the only difference really would be toning, so I think they’ll be just for me to see the changes. ;)
He is shopping for mango juicers at Bed Bath and Beyond. With Fabio.
Submitted by: Tammy